Prepare to go back...

Prepare to go back...:

I have been searching for many options in life while dreaming and gazing out anywhere possible knowing someday this has to end.  I would call it a "mind journey" for finding options even they've been like dreams that caused me real pains.

The time has finally come. The final call has announced and I am ready. Packing my bags and saying goodbye to love ones in my dreams haven't been easy and gotten me a gloomy sort of emotion. I haven't belonged here anyway. I wished so bad this could be true and I didn't have to come back but somehow dreams weren't too good to stay. I have realized that life as a princess for me was true only for "before" state and not "ever-after". If I'd stay, I would forever be in a "before" state of Cinderella who would have never been to the ball in the palace and would have never met a prince or even a fairy god mother.  I need to move on, little by little, but in a very small window of time, I will reach the shore where I need to face what "real" life needs to be.

Goodbye dream lovers, virtual friends, and castaway islands... Just play hugs and kisses before I leave.

Even though you know where to find me ... the only places we would meet would be in my "real" dreams.

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The Long Wait

I am not really convinced how many more days that I need to wake up and rush out in a hurry. I believe life should be filled with something that is more meaningful. Living to take care of people I love is such a recent discovery even though I should have thought about it a century back. Now my days are numbered for every single thing I have. I realized I don't have much time left but who's going to be aware of it at the same time as I do or do people really care?
I have no mood to go to a place that I once was so addicted to and there are a million excuses not to present there. I have to focus on my project and I give it 365 days left to break free seriously. I cannot live with it any longer -- don't really know if things are getting worse or I have much less patience. I still need to carry on. 364 days left already ... And counting