Curious Cat

It’s a “meow” hot summer day making a moment sometimes quite lugubrious and lazy. A day can be most interesting when I know there is something new that I want to learn and yet not so difficult to get there although sometimes the heat of summer gets in the way. It’s really disturbing when I don’t know what to do first and even if I should do it today as late last night the street was so crowded and deemed insensible to go anywhere. Looking at the timetable again and again, still the decision is so hard to make when many things needs to be done in almost at the same time. I need to choose wisely.

First thing first! Reading books is not quite difficult but having eye sight problem and needing to adjust it make an easy thing too complicated. Focus seems too short to grasp anything out from pages and reading lasts too long to get what I really need. Browsing content on the Internet can easily lead me to wrong places as curiosity adds up by millions of entries found on search engines and I end up opening so many pages at the same time and get lost in space. “M…M…Meow!”

Aches and pains from yesterdays remind me of moves and steps in the rhythmic grooves, calling me to get out plus the heat through the right and left windows is trying to expel me away from here. Trembling and restless, I have to stick to priority and priority. My heart hungers for dancing but I have so many things to do. I start flipping pages I need to read and mark the pages I need to go through otherwise I will not allow myself to quench the thirst for dances. I finally keep my head down and keep reading. This is like a battle of soul. I know what I need to do against what my heart longs for. They need to coexist since I cannot survive one without the other. So control, control, and control. I rally through the miles and I need to see my gauge moves to the place I set to meet what is expected to set myself off.

Now the time is right. Let’s go dancing! …M…M…Meow!

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