Obsession ... so?

It's been a long while and I have no excuse.

It isn't that I've lost my inspirations to tell stories but I have been trying a little bit of this and that as always. Very often, it came out "nothing" but "time consuming" and "occupied time".

I have been dancing constantly. I enjoy it even more and it scares me to death of how could I live if I might not be able to dance again. I just looked at my social networking accounts which link one to the others, more or less synchronization of the same sequences of statuses and activities. Guess what... it looks like I did literally NOTHING more than uploading dance clips and announcing dance classes schedules. Believe me I did a lot more than that but I didn't post publicly since there will be no one interested in my own stories. Well, may be, after my research is done and over, I can post something more frequently here.

My times I have to ask myself if I really do love dancing so I love the great dancer ... or I'm in love with the great dancer so I love dancing? What if it's true in both questions ... what should I do?

And if you're questioning yourself the same thing, check this out!

- You keep looking at the time when it's approaching the dance class
- You often say no to go to dinner with your friends if you have dance
- You just cancel everything when you see a short message from your friend that your dance teacher has a class in substitution to someone who just can't show up --- you rush there.
- You keep thinking about dance steps before going to bed.
- You can't sleep at night ... ending up practice dancing at 2 am.
- Your recent clothings are items that can use in dance practice.
- Your next spending budget is for dancing shoes or sneakers that you can use for dancing.
- In stead of going abroad or going to the sea on holidays, you celebrate your time by dancing.
- On your birthday, the only thing you wish for is dancing all day all night.
- On long weekend, the only thing you want to do is dancing.
- You feel down and depressed after you have a long and busy day and you can't make it to dance
- 90% of your answers to "what are you doing?" question - "I'm exercising or I'm at the gym or I'm dancing"
- When you are not able to go the dance classes for several days, you're dreaming of dancing in the studio.
- You go to dance everyday in the evening, you still dream of dancing in the studio or performing on stage.
- You're a member of many dance-related societies
- When your dance teacher is away, you don't know what to do.
- You're excited every time you have a new routine.
- You're really frustrated when you can't follow the steps.
- You can't sleep without recalling all the steps you learn today.
- You hate things that pull you off from dancing e.g. seaside outings, fishing, concerts, ...
- When you're asked to perform, the only answer is "YES"
-etc..etc


I was at the back on the left.


I was at the back on the left. ^_^

Obsession ... Yes? No? ^___^